...and my flowers.

My sister got engaged about two months after me.  She's getting married three months before me.  In February she asked me what my wedding colours and wedding flowers were going to be.  

On February 15^th I informed her that my colours would be mint green, turquoise blue, and black.  My flowers were going to be hydrangeas (one of the only winter flowers available for a decent price). 

 I made mascots:

I bought paper for invitations

I ordered lanterns for the reception

I bought a matching bra (yes, I really did).

In March I was informed she would be using black as one of her colours.  My fiance and I spent two weeks picking a replacement colour.

Two days ago I was informed that she has decided to use the colours emerald green, turquoise blue, and black.  And hydrangeas. fuck me, right?

So now I'm out quite a bit of money on decorations and invitations.  Also about fifty dollars for the bra.  I'm so fucking mad right now.

 I know it's a petty, stupid thing.  I can't help it.  We went through over five hundred colours; it took us four weeks to settle on those colours.  My future mother-in-law is making us a blanket to match our colours.  I spent money on things.  She knew.  She knew exactly what she was doing.  I can't help but be mad. 

 My fiance and I now have to completely redo our budget to find new flowers, we have to re-buy paper for our invitations, we have to buy all new lanterns, we have to go through that horrible process of picking colours all over again. 

All of this means we are going to go over budget by probably a few hundred dollars.  So, on top of both my jobs and school, I'm going to try to crank out adopts like crazy.  I'm working on a few sets right now, and I hope they do well.

 If you know ANYONE who would be interested in commissioning me for a custom adopt please send them to me.  I need the money.  I expected to use points from upcoming adopts to be able to extend my main account's premium but that's not a priority anymore. 

I'm so pissed and stressed right now and I'm very much hoping these new adopts will sell better than my old ones.  I have some from months ago sitting in my folders. 

Thank you for reading.